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Hey wazzup anson. You’ll never read this but who cares J Hun you’ve prob forgetten me. Ah wtf. Lets not see each other in hk and let my trip be awesome. Pls i dont want to think of you every hour when im there.

hey it’s me. Idk if u remember me but i miss u. It’s fucking hard to admit but im moving on. U were something special honestly. But wtf this wont work.

So lets forget each other step by step everyday. Because time will heal and speaking with u wont.

U told me that i wouldnt like the true you. Fuck why wouldnt u just show the true u to me because forgetting someone that i dont like is easy. I think about u everyday. But in a year will i maybe think about u once a month, hopefully.

In december am i coming 2 ur town. Everyday there will be something special. We will be breathing the same air even though we aren’t next to each other. Anson wtf why are u doing this to me? Ah i need to move on. I’ve already deleted every single photo of you. But one photo am i still holding on to. It’s one with your adress. A part of me wants to surprise you happily with something nice. Like hey, surprise, let’s give each other a shot. If things gets to difficult next to each other can i atleast move on easier. But yeah. Youre on the other side of the earth.

Bye hunny. Our something ship was something special for me. U maked me so happy. Talking to you was the best thing i knew, but i’ve let you go. I dont want to blame it on my father, but i mean..

Aw man. I really needed to write this. How long hasnt it been since we’ve talked? It seems like forever. Crazy i know. I fucking like you a lot but im still letting u go.
bye hun, you’ll always be my hun even tho you’re just playing. 

Nej, han är verkligen inte min hun längre. 

Fan. Den här lördagen har varit så jävla dålig. Har gråtit flera gånger.